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marți, 31 august 2010

Nu uita


Nu uita ca esti o fiinta deaosebita, ca esti unica.
Nu cauta sa fii ca altii; incearca sa fii tu.
Nu-i asculta pe cei care-ti contesta deciziile.
Mergi pe drumul pe care l-ai ales si nu privi inapoi cu regret.
Nu uita sa-ti asumi riscuri pentru a-ti indeplini visele
Adu-ti aminte ca este mereu timp sa schimbi drumurile in viata.
Acorda-ti timpul necesar pentru a-ti da seama ce vrei cu adevarat.
Nu uita ca din fiecare greseala vei invata lectii importante.
Fii multumit de felul in care esti.
Esti cea mai scumpa fiinta de pe pamant.

luni, 9 august 2010

I Can

I can live without you, without my angel. I don't need anything, just my lonely demon life, with fire, agony and pain. I'm always in love with the wrong thing. Maybe a demon will fit to me. I need no angles, 'cause angels come and go, but a demon who hates you, will hate you until the end. I need no angles. I need no love. How much power love gives you to destroy someone! So, who wants to be my demon and hate me for life?


sâmbătă, 17 iulie 2010

Memories...

You may go... But I still want to fall down with you in the very furthest depths. You may leave... But I still have the memories of you forever.

No matter what you do to me, somehow I still love you:) And if the only option I had was to lose you, then I would prefer death instead.

Sometimes, I look in the mirror and I really hate you. I hate what you have done, I hate what are you doing and I hate what you are going to do. Sometimes, I look in the mirror and I prey and beg you'll never stop.

Am scris niste povestioare in ultima vreme si am postat cateva fragmente din ele. Poate intr-un viitor apropiat o sa le postez intregi. Enjoy!
[and I am still waiting]

marți, 6 iulie 2010

Tu esti iubita mea, cu parul de tei
Soarele a rosit, s-a simtit rusinat
De spleandoarea ochilor tai
Eu sunt iubitul tau si aripi imi cresc
Al meu suflet e treaz, tu m-aduci la extaz
Si traiesc doar ca sa te privesc.

Mai ramai putin, te rog
Este cea din urma seara
Efemera ca un nor
Vraja n-o lasa sa piara
Lasa-ti parul sa-l alint
Sa-mi insir in mana salbe
Zbor de vise ce nu mint
In plutiri de ape albe
Mai lasa-mi-te-o zi

For what good is love
Without loving you?
Can I tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
'Till the next hello.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm still loving you...

Our love would be forever
And if we die, we die together

I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

I lost my patience once, so do you punish me?
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me, if you give the chance
But there is once thing you must understand

Cinse se hraneste cu zilele tale
Insa fara ea esti ca plaja fara soare?
Cine te seduce pentru-a mia oara
Cu privirea dulce, dulce de fecioara?
Cuprinde-o in brate si devine fiara
Da, devine fiara, da, devine fiara!

You like the chase, you like the thrill
But it kills, and kills, and kills
Not one time did it cross your mind
That it's over now

Umbra noastra se asterne in trecut
Nimeni nu era ca noi
Cand ne-am cunoscut
Ne vom pleca de ploi si prin apus
Ca totul este bine, iar noi vom fi doar fum

Am nevoie de tine, cand ma trezesc
Am nevoie de tine, sa pot sa visez
Am nevoie de tine, sa ma asculti
Am nevoie de tine, sa nu ma uiti

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby, join me in death
This life, ain't worth living !!

This Romeo is bleedin'
But you can't see his blood.
Is nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left
Now I'm drownin' in the flood
You see, I've wlayas been a fighter
But without you, I give up
Now I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me.

And I, will love you, baby, always
And I'll be there forever and a day, always
I'll be there 'till the stars don't shine
Till the heaven bursts and the words don't rhyme
And I know, when I'll die, you'll be on my mind
And I love you, always

Now the pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers, try to understand
I've made mistakes, i'm just a man
[...]

if you told me to cry for you, I could
if you told me to die for you, I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you.
[...]













sâmbătă, 5 iunie 2010

Missing you


Missing you is like ripping a part of my body and not knowing when it will be put back into place, like going to bed and hoping that I will still be whole in the morning, like giving up my heart and soul in order to keep my limbs, like hopelessly waiting around and hoping that my heart won't excape my ribcage in order to search for you, like jumping off a cliff hoping that my shoulders will bcome strong wings, like sleeping on shards and dreaming that my back is resting on feathers, it's mind-wreacking, it's soul-draining, it's painful.
Because my body will never be whole again, because I will be left with nothing, because my heart will leave me for you, because my wings will never grow, because the shards will tear me back and because ... because I love you!

sâmbătă, 28 noiembrie 2009

Uneori...

Uneori as vrea sa intru in mintea ta...
Sa stiu ce gandesti, la ce te gandesti, la cine...
Sa-ti stiu visele,
Necazurile...
Sa stiu atunci cand te bucuri cu adevarat...cand zambesti din inima..
Sa stiu cand plangi cu lacrimi amare in coltul camerei tale...
Lasa-ma sa-ti stiu secretele!
Atat iti cer...sa avem un secret..
Pe care sa-l stim doar noi..
Pe care sa-l pastram..
Caci atunci cand se va afla...totul va fi distrus..

Uneori as vrea sa te iau in brate...
Sa te strang tare, pana la infinit..
Sa-ti simt caldura,
Sa ma afund in hanoracul tau larg
Si vom sta asa pana ne plictisim,
Pana ne dor mainile, pana nu mai avem aer...
Si s-a facut rece, iar lacrimile nu mai puteau incalzi de ajuns.

Uneori vreau sa fiu singura..
Sa retraiersc momentele frumoase petrecute impreuna...
Caci nimic nu le va putea inlocui.
Si era un sentiment atat de minunat, ca era pacat sa-l simti doar o data..
Sa-ti simt atingerea numai cand ma gandesc la imaginea ta...
Stiind ca nimic nu ne va putea separa...
Sau nimic nu ne va putea aduce pe acelasi drum..

Uneori imi doresc sa fim noi doi...ca inainte..
Ca atunci cand ziceam ca doi e egal cu unu.




joi, 19 noiembrie 2009

For You...


Cand m-ai atins, m-ai facut sclava ta. Mirosul tau, atingerile tale, glasul placerii noastre m-au urmarit mereu in gand, una intr-una, in fiecare ora si noapte prin vis, chiar daca nu-mi mai amintesc, stiu ca ai fost acolo, Cand ai intrat in gandurile mele pentru prima data a fost ca si cum ai fi ramas acolo pentru totdeauna. Am incercat sa ma apar, dar lupta mi-a dat de inteles ca voi depinde de tine pentru totdeauna.
Si niciodata nu am vrut sa fiu dependenta de ceva. Ma sprijin - tu sa ma atingi. Cand m-am miscat - tu vii aproape . Nu am unde sa fug – esti peste tot. Dar ma straduiesc sa ma ascund. Inchid ochii. Si cand ii deschid, realizez ca mereu am alergat spre tine. Apari in mai multe forme, intotdeauna atunci cand ma astept mai putin. La inceput am pamantul sub picioare, apoi dintr-o data totul dispare, si ramai decat tu. Cad in directia in care mi-a fost asa de frica de ea. Ma inghite, se preschimba in mine. Si pana la urma de dovedeste ca nu pot exista fara dependenta asta. Nu o pot invinge. Dar cine a spus ca vreau?
Toate acestea pot pune stapanire pe persoanele slabe, dar eu nu sunt slaba – in afara de tine. M-am lasat tie. Nu mai lupt. In afara de asta iI las sa ma domine. Asta ma slabeste. Si ma bucur de asta...